My grandfather was an amazing man! He accepted and married my grandmother who had 5 kids and raised them all as his own. He had a huge heart and loved people! He had a laugh that was infectious and you couldn't resist to laugh when he did! He lived a long life and is now with my grandmother and uncle. I'm proud to be his grandson! I'm proud he was my grandfather!
Since the funeral, and after speaking with family and friends, I've been thinking about life...reflecting...on what is truly important in life. I'm sure this is a natural thing. But, even more so in my case since I haven't had many deaths in my life so far. So...it's hard for me to comprehend at times. But...I know there is only one thing in life that is guaranteed...death! So...it's inevitable!
I write this to vent my feelings and thoughts about things I noticed about people and myself. I do my best to help and inspire people. I do my best to help guide people in a better direction than what they are now. I'm not saying that I'm some type of angel or anything of that nature. But, then again...I could be. I just know that I do more for others than I do for myself and that gives me a great feeling of satisfaction. I do so because I know that it's not all about me. I know that it's about the greater good of humanity in general. But, I also know that I need to help as many of those out there that are deserving of it and not need it. Why? Because a person that needs it may not know that they need it or to be honest...are oblivious to when someone is attemping to help them. They are so caught up in the mess that they don't believe they can get out of the mess. For those...I do my best to help. But, after a bit, I have to move on to others that are more deserving and want the help. I say all this to ask you to really take a look at your situation closely. Do you need help? If so...swallow your pride and ask for it. Because none of us get anywhere by ourselves. We all need each other in some form or fashion. When you understand that, you're on your way. I understand it and am humbled by it!
I send my blessings to you...your family...your friends...to everyone. May you be blessed with what you want and deserve. Life is too short! Live it!
REST IN PEACE JULIO ROSA! YOU'LL BE GREATLY MISSED! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
